A drop of tear...

Gudnight.....And she slept off....This is how she started everyday,drowsy,weird,lazy..Its 3 in the morning she just got up..thinking about something no sleep now, turning side by side trying to sleep... Dogs have started barking,howling and as usual she is scared now and went inside the blanket and slumbered.

The phone rang....Tring Tring !!! Hello..."U STILL SLEEPING,ITS AROUND 11:00..!!! GET UP,GET UP..." and she got up from her bed...."yea good morning :)". The texting continues.... rare ones :P By evening, one text message received, " U THERE,COME ON WHATSAPP".  She smiled,and yes!! she was blushing, "I AM ALREADY THERE" :D 

- "MADAM AAPKO KAHA JANA HE,MADAM...HELLO" 

= Errrrrrr!!!! 

= "KYA"

-  "KAUNSA STOP HE AAPKA" ...................

=  "SORRY I SLEPT OFF AGAIN :( , BHAIYA IS STOP PE UTTARNA HE "

Got down at the bus stop and started walking back, took her phone out and checked her phone.Text message,Whatsapp,Hangout. Kept the phone back and started walking again. Walking speedily, She was tensed, feeling bad, her eye on her foot..walking ,walking,walking...

BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP!!! "..... WHERE THE HELL R U LOOKING....WATCH THE ROAD"

YEA......YEA....Heart Beats are faster.....reached the destination.

Work,Tantrums,Manager,Work again !!!

Opened the door, reached home..Put the bags on the table..took the phone and checked again, this continues every 3 minutes. Still no reply to the gudmorning msg she sent in the morning. laying on the bed, checking FB status, saw the chat column , "hi" no replies..... sign off from chat..checking all the old messages from phone-- What happened ? Is everything alright? not even a message?? .... and slept off again..!!!

This is not a big thing,she deals with this every day. Thinking of all those old days where people had time, there was no mute in the conversation, she missed her old friend,she missed herself, the person who said will be there whatever happens.... she missed that friendship, the friend she always wanted to be with her, the person who would know the change in voice and argue till she doesn't confess, the person who would listen all her stupid fantasies, the person who will keep nagging her no matter what happened....she knew this would happen one day,when this loneliness will kill her,prick each heartbeat for the reason why is it beating yet? why is it expecting yet ? 

Continuing.....this in her daily routine, texting -- "Hi" "u there" "r u busy " and then after a long pause, phone rings,u got a text message...she came rushing, opened the message---- " M busy "  "ok". Now she is scared, will she upset him by asking her stupid questions, will he get irritated, she doesn't know what is going on in his mind, may b hes also going through the same phase... May b this is better, to b in contact without hurting each other by saying stuffs which hurt each other. She knew that she was being ignored no matter what her heart said to herself.

This she will continue, to at least keep that friendship alive, The one she treasured most.

 One day to make the sun realize that there are some part in the world where still the sunshine has not reached yet, one day to know that there still remains a person who just longs to hear your voice once to make the days better, that by just getting your message once in a while brings a beautiful smile on her face.....

She scribbled all that she felt into her dairy  into a piece of paper, "I miss u a lot , and i wish u would realize it", mumbling to herself she lays there.Then  "Gudnite" she messaged again, a moment later looking at the phone, it came rolling down from her eyes, A drop of tear... It said it all...All that she realized.